You're not like everyone .. are you??
Stephi Scream
Aug 17, 2008
this is is one of my first and it will possibly suck, please don't hate me ..
This is for my mum, who treats me like i'm dirt.
How can yuo stand to see me hurt
But then again you treat me like dirt
The ground seems to be my only friend
Since you shove me there and there again
I've tried to put teh pain in the past
But it seems that everytime i see your face
The memories just come back to me at a fast pace
the memory of being hurt by you has to end
I can't take this pain that is one of my only friends
can't you just love me like every other mother
Why can't you be like my father?
But then again you're not like everyone else
You treat and beat everyone who is different
I'm your flesh and blood
I'm your daughter, i'm just like you ..
Never in mylife have i raised a hand to you
And yet you have to me
Why can you mother just leave me be
i want to be normal for once
but when i stay with you at you place
i only cry and hide from your rage
I'm the bird in the cage
You just shake and shake till i'm hurt
can't you just love me like every other mother
Why can't you be like my father?
But then again you're not like everyone else
You treat and beat everyone who is different
I love you with my heart and soul
But you'll turn around and hit me with a bowl
I can't take your abuse
I'd rather hang on a noose
My feet flowing in the wind
Just to get away from you and your fucking hits
You smoke and drink till your done
Then you get angry and take it out on me
What the fuck have i done to earn this?
when you hit me it's only for you; bliss
I cry and beg for you to stop
but you still carry on till i drop
I love you mother but the abuse is killing me
Please tell everyone when I'm done and gone
that it wasn't there fault
it was just my time to go and live in the beyond
I love you all but the pain and blood is just to red
the red is my pain and it will be the last you see of me
can't you just love me like every other mother
Why can't you be like my father?
But then again you're not like everyone else
You treat and beat everyone who is different
So long to you
So long to the whole world
I loved you buti guess you couldn't love me in return
This is for my mum, who treats me like i'm dirt.
How can yuo stand to see me hurt
But then again you treat me like dirt
The ground seems to be my only friend
Since you shove me there and there again
I've tried to put teh pain in the past
But it seems that everytime i see your face
The memories just come back to me at a fast pace
the memory of being hurt by you has to end
I can't take this pain that is one of my only friends
can't you just love me like every other mother
Why can't you be like my father?
But then again you're not like everyone else
You treat and beat everyone who is different
I'm your flesh and blood
I'm your daughter, i'm just like you ..
Never in mylife have i raised a hand to you
And yet you have to me
Why can you mother just leave me be
i want to be normal for once
but when i stay with you at you place
i only cry and hide from your rage
I'm the bird in the cage
You just shake and shake till i'm hurt
can't you just love me like every other mother
Why can't you be like my father?
But then again you're not like everyone else
You treat and beat everyone who is different
I love you with my heart and soul
But you'll turn around and hit me with a bowl
I can't take your abuse
I'd rather hang on a noose
My feet flowing in the wind
Just to get away from you and your fucking hits
You smoke and drink till your done
Then you get angry and take it out on me
What the fuck have i done to earn this?
when you hit me it's only for you; bliss
I cry and beg for you to stop
but you still carry on till i drop
I love you mother but the abuse is killing me
Please tell everyone when I'm done and gone
that it wasn't there fault
it was just my time to go and live in the beyond
I love you all but the pain and blood is just to red
the red is my pain and it will be the last you see of me
can't you just love me like every other mother
Why can't you be like my father?
But then again you're not like everyone else
You treat and beat everyone who is different
So long to you
So long to the whole world
I loved you buti guess you couldn't love me in return
